in response to st. jude i need u now... Hello, and I'm sorry to hear about what you are currently facing friend.
I'm also sorry to hear about the father situation. There is a spiritual world we live in, and sometimes that can be overlooked due to it's something we can't see. The enemy is trying to divide the marriage, children parent relationship. The father is the head of the home, and the spiritual head of the home. God has ordained this. The enemy also knows these thing's that is why is is working to destroy the family value system in our midst. I thank God for you that you are a loving mother. One thing to keep in mind that you can only do what you have control of. Do what you can do, and trust in God to bring to pass what you can't.
God is faithful. God knows yours situation. God wants to be your continual provider, but you must place your total faith, and trust in him. He will NEVER leave you nor forsake you.
He wants to be more involved in your life. He wants to be more Lord of your life. That is heavily upon my heart to tell you that. I believe in my heart you need to let go of the bad that this father has lost out on, and place that trust, faith into the father God. If you are willing God will give you double for your trouble. God will give you a 2 fold recompense for your former shame. God is faithful. I will pray for you according to your situation.
I will also not pray, but stand in authority by faith that God will heal you in your midst so you can be the mother your heart desires to be. To be the woman you long to be in your heart.
There is a compassion for you rising in my heart from God to you. I have a compassion of Gods heart filling my spirit to reach out to you to a greater level, but you must trust him to a greater level.
One thing to keep in mind new level, new devil. always keep your eyes fixed on Jesus, and if it doesn't align with the word of God rebuke it, tighten the belt of truth ( word of God according to his promises).
My prayer about your health.
In Jesus name, and by the power of the Holy spirit.
I command all 120 trillion cells in your body become perfectly in balance, and in harmony with one another, and that all bad cells are consumed by the good white cells.
I command every electrical, and chemical imbalance to become perfectly in balance.
I command total healing, and restoration in your body.
I pray that Jesus will BLESS you right where you sit by the power of the HOLY SPIRIT will overshadow you.
Jesus loves you, and so do I. = )
Jesus is closer then a brother, and always with you.
Shalom, and blessing's.
Mike